I am feeling so large, and not at all at peace with it. I know I need to lose weight, I just am not sure how to start. I really want the changes to be permanent. I want to be healthy and I want to be able to be the best me I can be.
But truthfully, I look around and what others are going through and I feel selfish to even be thinking about myself.
I know it's odd, but I never feel like I should be thinking about myself. I guess that is the whole problem. I never want to think about myself. It's not that I want to be completely invisible, but I just would rather think of someone else. I guess my body has reached a point I am forced to think about myself for a bit. This probably makes no sense to anyone, but I really think it is time to focus more on myself. Let's see if it works.
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